falling

2006-10-12T22:25:00.000-07:00

HELLO IM BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im very happy cause i passed everything! yahooo! big improvement from mid years. now i can go shopping and watch movies and go to bbqs and MORE SHOPPING! hahahah. nothing much has happened. just that promos are over, and pw is taking over. and that sucks too. been sick the last 2 days, but feeling much better now. hehehehe.

2006-09-08T02:17:00.000-07:00

hello its been a very unproductive few days. :( yesterday never do anything, the day before only did partial fractions. this sucksssssss

ive been stuck on that song, chasing cars ever since jonathan leong sang it on idol on wednesday. damn sweet please! hahah. im so loooking forward to the end of exams!

i have so many things to do! :
- SHOPPING
- POOL
- EAT HONGKONG FOOD AT CINE
- PARTIES
- MAHJONG SESSIONS
- MANY MANY MORE...

ok got to go and study now or else i cant go play pool with pris tmr! and with my melvin! hehehhehe yahooooooooo

2006-09-08T01:53:00.000-07:00

We'll do it all
Everything On our own
We don't need Anything Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden
that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes,
they're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
and just forget the world?

2006-08-27T09:24:00.000-07:00

mr foo just told me that i failed my maths test real bad.
i swear im having the most severe case of

EXAM

FRIGHT

im thinking, what if i fail my promos, then i must retain and face a bunch of weirdo people that i dont even know and i'll be older?! and on top of that, waste one whole year of my life! now that sucks.

I NEED

HELP!

2006-08-26T11:27:00.000-07:00

HELLO!!!!
its been a long time since i last blogged. any many things have happened! ok la not so many, just alot of work.

i've been grumpy the whole week cause of stupid night study that makes people so tired. then damn stress all..

BUT there are also the better things in life...

went to play pool with pris rahmat and nicole on friday! it was hell fun! ate a ten thousand calorie dinner at longjohns then headed to paradigm (pronounced as pa-ra-DIME) to play cheap pool!

then today.. went to see e new hse at thomson, its DAMN OLD PLEASE. lucky my mom is rebuilding. then.. went to eat KUSHINBO with daddy mommy ryan and ryan's gf. DAMN YUMMY! oh ya we also went to play the grab softtoy thing. i swear i almost did it. I WAS SOOO CLOSE. the thing grab on to the thing already then balanced it in e air already but then reaching e hole then drop down. DAMN PISSED!! ahhahaha. me and my mom wasted like 20 bucks on that bloody machine and we didnt get the toy.

NOW its time to sleep! goodnight everybody! going to study with pris tmr cause i practically wasted the last 2 days away!

its time to appreciate the finer things in life, and cherish all that we have!

If someone said, three years from now you'd be long gone. i'd stand up and punch them up, cause they're all wrong. i know better, cause you said forever and ever..

2006-07-31T05:26:00.000-07:00

hello everybody.
its time to

STUDY

cause in no time, 6 weeks will past, and promos will arrive. MY GOD. that sucks. im feeling awfully stressed up now. help me please :) i sincerely hope i do much better for my promos,

AMEN

2006-07-28T06:37:00.000-07:00

mom and dad are quarrelling now, why must they shout at each other. sit down and talk GOD DAMN IT.

pride and stubborness

2006-07-28T06:19:00.000-07:00

finally, its the end of the week. god damn tiring, but i must turn over a new leaf and change my priorities.
today had a heart to heart chat with pris, and i think it really helped me gain some enlightenment, spoke with shikin on the fone, and realised what was life about.

life's about listening, listening to what people say, and understanding them. its tough to listen to someone especially when everyone has alot on their mind. but is it that hard to put down what you are doing and really listen to others? and by listening, you yourself learn some things too.

will shouting at people help? will picking on their flaws help?
true friends really listen, and true friends are the ones that you can talk to, laugh with and share woes with. not ones that try to diminish each other behind their backs. isnt it tough to live with the guilt?

life experiences are precious, too many and too meaningful.

i should start listening to what others have to say, with all my heart, without thinking about other things. because only then will i have the ability to give my true replies and opinions that will really help them in their problems. and i should stop looking at people's flaws, but at their true personalities.

2006-07-24T08:14:00.000-07:00

"we all yearn in some way to return to those days when we were completely taken care of - unconditional love, unconditional attention. most of us didn't get enough." - tuesdays with morrie

sometimes i really want to be a baby again, where everyone will take care of me and dote on me. perhaps its the price of growing up, that slowly, everyone will lose that period of love and happiness. Especially when more and more problems come our way, we start to feel depressed, stressed and we start to forget the pleasant things in life, what we once had, what we already have and whatever awaits us in the future. everyone loves to be cared for, but as morrie said, everyone has their chance, we all had our chance when we were babies, we all had our childhood when we were in primary sch, and we had our naughty times in secondary school. and soon when we're older, we'll go through our 30's 40's 50's or even 90's. but does everyone really get to enjoy what that phase of life brings?

how about the kids that get abandoned as a baby, or left with a single parent as a child. do they really get the happiness that we, the lucky ones, had? lets stop and think about how much we really have received from up above, and maybe its time to cherish these times with those around you, because you'll never know when they will have to go.

go tell ahma and ahgong that you love them, ask them if they're feeling all right. tell mom and dad how grateful you are to them, for bringing you up, feeding you with unlimited love. tell your ever irritating siblings how much you would miss their irritating acts if you dont see them for a day, tell them nomatter how stupid, irresponsibly, detestable they are, you'll always be there for them.

well, thats what i'll be doing, and i sincerely hope that nobody will wait until its too late to show how much you care. theres no point crying, wailing and screaming after you lose them, so why wait? you'll never know how much a little note can brighten up someone's day.

and as pris always says,
we should make the most out of life, cause we only live once.

2006-07-23T07:47:00.000-07:00

hello yesterday went to play pool with melvin, pris, matty and pris' cell group. then went to eat ROTI PRATA! it has been a good weekend. except. i haven done any homework.

i miss my mummmy, hope she comes back soon. and melvin.

its the ones you dont see often that you miss the most.

2006-07-23T07:27:00.000-07:00

here are the photos from amelia taken on racial harmony day! :)

2006-07-23T07:22:00.000-07:00

more

ps: i love the last photo. come on, click on it.

2006-07-21T13:28:00.000-07:00

dont know why the pictures like that. so blur.

2006-07-21T13:07:00.000-07:00

racial harmony day.

shikin, amelia, trudy, noel, jason and i all wore costumes! it was fun. but poor pris got caught for her eyebrow piercing ): the satay was god damn good. took pictures!

theres more but i havent received them yet so i'll post them when i get them!

then. went town with pris to chill and play pool. in the end wenxiang and rahmat came along. haha it was DAMN funny please.

punishments for the LOSERS

heheh ok going to sleep now damn late need to wake up at 1030!

its the feeling of holding your hand through the rain that keeps me going

hello there

2006-07-21T13:06:00.000-07:00

EH im damn proud of myself la. i finally have a blog and i did it all by myself because miss priscilaa yong didnt want to pick up my call.

HOYEAH